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Menjelma jadi diri sendiri
Lelah pikiran tak bisa di pungkiri
Andai mata bisa berteriak
Kupastikan itu lantang mememekik
Karna perih mata menguak
Nafas terhenti sakit tercekik
Semua hanya permainan
Tiada teman tiada lawan
Hanya yang bodoh terbawa perasaan
Apakah semua harus ku hempaskan?
Ingin tak rasa sakit
Tapi kenyataan berikan pahit
Ketika kata tak lagi makna
Kugantung harapan yang mulai sirna
Padamu.kedua padanya.pada diriku
Can you hear my broken song?
Can u sing it to me all night long?
I hate the world like the world hates me
My fvking mind not everyone can see
Try to explain but no one know
Hard to tell like you want to vow
I dont want to get any painful respect
But could you please dont dare to reject
I am doing whatever i can
Like mindless brain fried on the big pan
But no one sing and try to understand
I am just an ugly boy want to be a man
Can you hear my lonely song?
Someone?
In the end I found You
The all mighty above us all
The thing that really true
always hear when i make a call
I try to cry and beg for forgiveness
In the middle of the night for a lonely sleepless
Do you hear it Oo my God, all of the greatness
Because i am dirty,not a saint nor sinless
Thanks you for everything that You give to me
I am just a tiny little piece with a bad attitude
But You always love me even i dont give any gratitude
Can i build my love for You like a wall solitude?
I will do my best and give something that i could
My family and Your love always give me a ray of hope
Thank you.
Hurt like hell
Live in shell
A thousand needle try to pierce
Pierce me with terrible fierce
I just want to stay and play
Play the role that never exist
My heart so weak a watery clay
Can i get my own peace
I am all alone and have no trust
Someone stay with greedy lust
Just like others and hurt me more
Just dont know what friend stand for
This feeling is running wild
I cant hold with my mindless child
Could someone pull me please
I am sick and helplessly pissed
My mind wont shut
My heart is hurt
The sleepless night
Try to steal my right
The right to choose
The right to push
Push away everything
And deny anything
Would you find me if I am gone?
Would you reach me when i am alone?
Please just tell me when you are done.
I am trying to feel
Feel the love is real
But now i feel so sick
Cause no choice to pick
Stuck in the middle
Try to lit the candle
Am i lost?
Am i ghost?
I just need someone to help